Goal
After a total of 6 employers in a span of 5 years, I now find myself working for another company. As of current, I am under probation with the title of “manager”.
Most people think it’s cool. Some people think it will mean a better life for me, that this opportunity should let me get closer to my goals.
Only problem is, I don’t have a goal.
Well, I think I do, but it isn’t clear to me. Whenever people ask me what I want, I just go “grow old and die, I guess”. Well, yeah, a huge house and a snazzy car and a lot of cash in the pocket would be nice… but there’s just no drive within me to pursue them. Blah, I think those lessons on worldly possessions rubbed on me the wrong way.
I just want to do what I want without compromising on a lot of things. And somehow, from the back of my irregularly shaped head, there’s this nagging feeling that this job will do the opposite…
*dun dun dun*